So over spring break my sister and I
were folding laundry and we were joking around, having fun poking fun at
each other, whatever. everything was fine. But then my sister says something
like, well at least no one thinks I'm a lesbian. And I was like what? And then
she said, "Yeah someone asked me if you were a lesbian." And I was like no, no
one did. And she was like yeah someone asked me if you were a lesbian. And as
soon as she told me that with her serious I'm-not-joking-face I immediately ran
upstairs to the bathroom shut the door and cried for an hour. I was so
embarrassed and I didn't want to ever show my face again. I never wanted to go
to school because obviously, people thought I was a lesbian and I am not. I've
never felt like that. I have had boyfriends. But just the thought that someone
thought I was a lesbian really got to me. And I wondered if it was the way I
look, or the way I dressed, or what I did. I wanted to know what it was that
made them say that. So I was really upset and embarrassed for a few weeks. But
now that its over, I'm over it. And its made me think that I really don't give a
crap about what others think of me. Obviously, they don't know me well enough
and aren't a real friend to me if they thought that of me. Since I'm graduating
soon, I cant wait to never have to go to the extremely judgmental school we go
to. And I'm excited to have a new start to my life with new people I meet and my
best friends that I'm going to keep forever.
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