Inspiration

We have choices to make everyday, sometimes other people choose them. And sometimes we choose them. But the choices we can make, are the ones that define us. So you have a problem. Maybe you cut, or restrict, or binge, or drink. So what? That does not make you a bad person, that does not make you a worthless. Maybe you put on a smile at school, but cry all night long. Maybe you only wear long sleeves, to cover the scars on your arms. Maybe you play loud music or run the shower so no one can hear you in the bathroom. Maybe you sit at night thinking who would miss you if you were gone, and instead of focusing on the people who would, you look for the one person who wouldn't. Maybe you become scared of the thoughts that go through your head late at night. But maybe, just maybe you start hope for better days. See, these are all maybes. Nothing is set in stone, and Nothing is here forever. What you go through now, will always be a part of you but that doesn't mean you have to make it a part of your future. You can't let it control you, you are you and you are the only one who can take control. You don't need bitches that only want to tear you down, you don't need boys who only want to use you, you don't need the parents who see nothing. You need the people who will stay by your side no matter what. It doesn't matter if its 5 or if its 50000. Your true friends will be there no matter what. And know, that ever minute that I see you are here fighting makes me want fight harder for myself. Fighting, doesn't effect only you, it effects everyone around you. Strength and courage that you show, continue to spread to your friends. And the hardest thing of all, Trust. Trust yourself, even when you have every reason not to. Tell yourself you trust yourself, and soon one day you will believe it. Tell yourself it will get better, and one day it will. Tell yourself you will not give up, and one day you'll not need to tell yourself anymore. You'll just know. You have no idea how much you mean to me, and so many other people. I just can wait for the day when you can love yourself as much as we love you.